When her son was murdered, Gray lost part of herself. Join her as she recounts her experience and guides the reader through the process of healing.

On April 13, 2019, Carmen Alexis Gray's son was shot and killed. Forced to confront the death of her child, she was wracked with grief and traumatized—but she made it to the other side.

In this poignant memoir and workbook, Gray leads the reader through her personal experience with grief and the long road to healing her inner self.

She recounts her thoughts and emotions in the form of heartfelt letters to her late son and gives the reader an unfiltered view of the reality of depression, anxiety, PTSD, and hopelessness.